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Sunday, June 10, 2012

I should be studying....

I have been studying hard core this weekend as I close in on Finals. Before I can even take my finals I still have a couple tests in A&P, a math test and a music test. Those 4 tests (pre-finals) all happen within 3 days...starting tomorrow.

Ugh. Ugh. Ugh.

So here is where I am. A sudden inspiration to blog. 

Should I be taking a break? 

Yes. I'm posting a blog and taking a momentary break from learning about spermatozoa and oocytes. :) 

Here's what inspired me....I accidentally clicked on the FB app on my ipad...which led me to the news feed which led me to a picture of my long-time-child-hood best friend, Tabitha. I've talked about her before. 

My eyes flooded with tears as I looked at a picture of her and her hubby. She looks so happy!! I miss her. All. The.Time.

Tabi and I were sister soul mates when we were younger and even though time has tried so hard to keep us apart....all these many moons later we are able to re-connect.....well, kind of anyway. 

I'm a horrible communicator for one. Since school - my "Stay in touch" ability has only increasingly lacked. I don't know when it became - that I could no longer possess the ability to be the great friend and social butterfly that I was for the majority of my life. 

Have I reverted back to being a terribly shy eight year old?

No. I know why. But this blog is not the time to talk about it.

Where am I going with this? I am soooo losing my train of thought.

Tabi. A friend who is a friend forever. I mean it. 

I saw this picture of her and her hubby and it just made me miss her all the more. 

I have been watching, "What About Brian"...a show that is truly about friendship - with a lot of other twists and turns....but that's not the point. The point is that i am STARVING for what the characters of that show have.

I had that once and it's been a long, long, long time since I have been able to find what I lost when it comes to friendships.

Tabi and I were tied at the hip - we did EVERYTHING together. We had this relationship that was a true bond of sisterhood. It was deep, meaningful and I never remember longing for what I find myself longing for this very day.

Real friendship. True and deep friendship to the core.

I have been neglectful of my friendships and I am very sorry for it. 

Since school started I have made new friends, of course, but there is no meaning deep enough with these friends to fulfill the longing inside of me to have (once again) what I had with Tabi (And many many other friends) in the past. 

Okay, I get it! Gotta move forward with life...right? I'm not trying to dwell on the past....I'm trying to remember how to get back to the point where I can, again, have the friendships that I need and want to have in my life.

Whoa...so serious today. I know, I know. 
It's rainy and dark out - reminds me of Portland.

A lot going through my head today....

Now back to studying the Human and Fetal Pig reproductive system.

:::Question::::

Who is your most treasured child hood friend?

Peace 'n' love,
Michelle


Sunday, May 20, 2012

Sleeping, School and Stuff

Today I woke up snuggled against my pillow with my husbands hand lying across mine. It has been quite the week. Our youngest (and most spoiled) cat, Frankenstein, was cuddled up to my husbands right. It was a near perfect setting. Only thing that I can think to make it better would have been a cup of coffee and our other kitty, Goldie, to be snuggled up in the mix. It was a good morning.
This last week has tested me in more ways that I ever so desire. I am failing my math class. Yes, there. I said it. I need a 70% minimum to pass and I am at 58.45%. I have a few more tests to kick it up but the light at the end of the tunnel is quickly disappearing.
It dawned on me this last week that I may want to make some changes on the path that I take in getting my BSN. I can go a detoured route and get my RN first and then continue on to my BSN. It's quite a different route than the one I am on but more and more it sounds like a better fit for me.
What do you think? Ha. I'm talking to myself. Unless, (hello Tabi) someone IS actually reading this.
Summer is coming but not quick enough. June 20th and I am finally free to relax a bit. I am ONLY going to take one course this summer. ......probably math but who knows, I am undecided where I stand with school at this time.
****CHECK BACK SOON****
 
*Sigh* Okay, well I slept in, woke up nicely and then remembered that I have this huge Lab practical on the Digestive System tomorrow. UGH. UGH. UGH. 8 more classes and three more tests for A&P. Phew! This is another deciding factor in my thoughts to taking a different route to my Nursing degree goals. I need a 3.0 min. for the BSN program yet only a 2.5 for the RN program. I can still go RN to BSN w/ the 2.5 because all that matters is that I am an RN. I don't know.
 
I need to get off this subject and study. Really, I do.
Okay, question of the day..... Why are cat's mouths sooooo much dirtier than dogs?
 
Answer me!!! I must know! ha ha :)
Random thought.....I need to do laundry.

until next time....whenever that is.

Ciao,
M

Monday, March 26, 2012

Been Missing...


So, It's been way too long since I have made a YouTube video...I really miss it. MAYBE if I have time this week... This is my spring break. One WHOLE week of no school. Whoo-Hoo! It's going to be a busy week still....



Things to do:

Work, Of course.

Chiefs Playoff games:



Pre-Study for A&P 2....:
















House Clean:



Try to make YouTube Video:

But you should follow me on Twitter:
Spunkied32



Random Moment:
Did you know Demi Moore tweeted me once? ....I liked her at one time... *scrunchy face*









Quote of the Moment:

“Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.”
- Buddha


Okay....wrapping this quick (but long) blog up.
How's your week?

Friday, December 2, 2011

My Favorite Time of the Year....


I Heart Christmas! For Reals! There is something about this season that warms my heart and puts a bounce in my step. How about you? What do you love about the Holiday season? Only positive feedback, k? LOL

Mwahs!

h&k's,
Michelle

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Essay #2, The Vampire Diaries

The Vampire Diaries is a hit supernatural teen drama television series about a seventeen-year-old girl, Elena, who is caught up in a mystical world between two extremely handsome vampire brothers. It’s very comparative to Twilight and Buffy the Vampire Slayer with the typical ‘teenage girl falls in love with a vampire’ story. It first aired in September 2009, not long after the topic of Vampires had significantly escalated, and the show instantly became a teen favorite with almost five million viewers watching the premiere episode.
This show is mysterious, exciting and extremely well cast with beautiful people and truly decent actors. It’s fast paced and thrilling and I, myself, have found it to be extremely addicting. Although The Vampire Diaries quite often teaches some sort of lesson within, it also holds the potential to give the wrong idea to young susceptible teenage minds about life. This generation has become numb to the fact that a dark, lust-filled and usually violent show – like The Vampire Diaries – can significantly impact and alter a young mind.
In the article How 'Twilight,' other dark fiction affect teen brains By Valerie Strauss; Valerie supports this idea by informing us that, “It turns out, according to the organizer of the interdisciplinary conference, called "The Emergent Adult -- Adolescent Literature and Culture,” that fiction with dark themes does indeed alter teen brains in sometimes important ways.”
I recently re-watched episode ten in the first season that is titled the “Turning Point”. In episode ten of season one, Elena makes several life changing decisions regarding sex, love, violence and death and ultimately at the end of the episode ends up having sex with Stefan, she then finds herself trapped upside down in her wrecked vehicle, in the middle of the night, stranded, and waiting for some dark mystical stranger to slowly approach her. Not to mention that the entire episode, leading up to that point, was overflowing with spats between her friends and their lovers, all of which ended in violence or a violent death.
Elena’s parent figure, her aunt Jenna, is also dealing with her own returned-from-the-dead ex-boyfriend but he only ends up dead by the end of the episode. One of her best friends, Caroline, is making friends with Elena’s ex-boyfriend, Matt, and also being “glamoured” by Damon who is using her in reckless vampire activity. Then, of course, there is Caroline’s mom, Elizabeth, who not only is the local law enforcement but also heads up a secret vampire slaughtering society. Throughout the majority of the episode, Elena is directly involved with every crisis and rarely is seen being just your everyday typical teenager.
The stresses that she takes on during this show are enough to make my twenty-nine year old blood pressure increase a little just from watching this show. When I was seventeen years old my biggest concerns were practically the exact opposite of those of Elena and that which she deals with on a daily basis.
I believe that this show, The Vampire Diaries, has greatly impacted my generation; in fact – vampires as a whole has significantly added to the tolerance that has dominated my generation. It may seem kind of silly to use a supernatural and mostly believed to be fictional creature to support my belief that we live in a vastly different generation than those of our elders.
The now generation, that I am labeled under as well, is found to be more tolerant to modern day issues, such as teenage sex, homosexuality, violence, crude language, etc. We are the generation that communicates more often through a social networking site or via text than actually talking to someone on the phone or in person. We are the generation that is daring to be different and not ashamed nor afraid to do so. Vampires have played a role in this – the hype of “Twilight” brought Buffy the Vampire Slayer back into play as well as helped hype up the premier of The Vampire Diaries. Young girls, teenage girls, young women, married women and grandmas all fell in love with the modern day, powerful, harmless and sexy vampire.
But this rapid increase in vampire-mania also went another direction, a direction towards the not so vapid or bubbly housewife type of person. There was an increase in reported vampire biting incidents and vampire-like activities. “Vampires have become a huge part of pop culture.” Stated JuJu Chang, Suzan Clarke and Jennifer Pereira in the article they wrote called 'Twilight' Effect: Are Teens Biting One Another Because of On-Screen Vampires?. They also quoted Missy Hall, a program director for teen-aid, who said, "There are even teenagers that have tattoos of bite marks, so I think it's not just they're trying to mimic the hickey," she said. "I think they're trying to mimic what they're seeing in the media and on TV and they're wanting to experience it."
We are all teenagers at one point in our lives; we know that a teenage brain is wired differently than an adults and is known to be dysfunctional most of the time, so - with that said, what adult decided it’s ok to have a show on a supposedly family friend channel about vampire sex and violence directly involving teenagers? It reminds me of that old saying, “monkey see; monkey do”. I’m not saying that all teenagers are monkey-like but their brains are still developing the necessary components to make rational and adult decisions, so what’s not to stop them from wanting to bite their lover then justify it because they saw two lovers doing it on television and it made them all hot and horny? They don’t think of the consequences that you or I, as adults, would. They don’t consider what kind of germs that person’s saliva might be containing. A teenager doesn’t stop and consider the risks for passing diseases like herpes, tetanus or hepatitis. Granted, you could argue that young children bite each other without taking inventory of the risks involved but young children lack more so in their “good judgment” making skills than that of a teenager and they bite on impulse, usually from frustration by lack of communication. Whereas a teenager is making a conscious decision to purposely bite their partner for the sheer joy of sexual pleasure or intimacy.
The article, Vampire Books Like 'Twilight' May Be Altering Teen Minds by Clara Moskowitz, supports my belief that vampires have impacted our modern day society, she talks about how “Teenagers' minds are more susceptible than adult minds to influence – from peers and experiences as well as from books, movies and music, researchers say.”
Despite all the negative biting, teenage sex, violence and death associated with vampires, especially in the show The Vampire Diaries, it is nearly impossible not to be enticed or allured by the ever-popular modern day vampire. The “now” generation loves instant gratification and while watching shows like The Vampire Diaries, the viewer is flooded with good feelings of love, lust, adventure and belonging. Like I stated before, the show does often teach a lesson or imply the importance of some particular moral value and with the amount of broken homes in our present generation, a show like The Vampire Diaries can be a retreat or happy haven for the viewer apart from whatever real-life situation they are in.
The producers design these types of shows to draw people in, with the use of extremely handsome actors and overly gorgeous actresses and taking them through a dramatic love story; they know their target audience and just what it takes to draw them in. The fantasy of being with a vampire is exciting and addicting thus resulting in popularity and a higher probability of the person fantasizing to make an attempt to pull that fantasy into their real-everyday life and apply it with the hopes they to can experience what Elena and Stefan do in the show. This “now” generation truly has become more numb and accepting to the fact that a dark, lust-filled and usually violent show – like The Vampire Diaries – can significantly impact and alter their young and very impressionable minds.

Michelle Stussi
English 101, Essay No. 2
The Vampire Diaries - Impact on this generation

Note from the author:
I had to pick a show and write about it and how it's effected this generation. I am in NO way bashing TVD's!!! LOVE the show but I do believe it can have a negative impact on teenagers. So no bad reviews or comments, okay!? :)

Sunday, October 23, 2011

The Vampire Diaries - How has this show impacted our generation?

Hello! For my English class I need to write an essay about a TV show that has impacted our generation.

I chose the CW television series, The Vampire Diaries.

Why this show?

Because I could only pick ONE TV show and I felt that Vampires has significantly impacted our generation.

Here's where I need some help.... I need some support to this. How do YOU think/feel that the Vampire Diaries has impacted our generation? Both good and bad!?

Send me a message with any suggestions!